2011年3月25日星期五

23.3.11 __ a perfect day


[ 23.3.11 ]

今天的自己是幸福的 ♥
虽然等待的时间都很闷
但还是值得的啦 =]

bak to pess skol ♥♥
juz let whan yee & see ling know .
wan give all of them a suprise .
hehexx .
but dya also guess dou jor .
i know our heart always can thk same thin .
i also guess dou u will guess dou TT
hehex.
this a happy thin too ♥
when reach skol .
jie said wan to go toilet n call me teman her .
den walk until half way .
oh no !
4 zamrud PJ .
all saw me edi .
7 of them from 10 buddies ==
lalala TT
den wait at canteen .
S.I.E.N.Z ~
saw audrey n vaneesa .
they said bring me go walk .
start from form5 class .
so sakai laa ==
at there loud loud said i cum bak edi .
made me so scare TT
den saw jing wen babe ♥
she gave a big big hug ♥ [=
den go form4 class .
passby a form5 class .
let teacher say .
L.O.L
faster run .
den go into eelin and whan yee class ♥
all look at me 0.0
i paiseh de lorhh TT
den call when yee and eelin teman me go down .
den they go bak class again .
den wait form3 recess .
all give me 0.0 this response .
aiyoyoooo ==
den go 4zamrud class .
they shoutedddd so louddddd ==
de next class 's teacher cum here n scold ==
fast fast run again ==
so cham TT
den wait at canteen again .
wait for form4 & form5 recess .
den teman they all eat .
hehexx .
10 buddies together ♥
cant forget also 10 + 2 ♥
hehex .
together sit at there laugh laugh laugh .
really happy laa ! ^^
den some of them ponteng go koperasi chat .
hahahax .
then they wan go bak class tat time .
wif xuan and dya take picca ♥♥
den dya dya go dewan find me together chat .
we take picca again XPP
go toilet .
take picca AGAIN . xD
den i go out jusco buy sushi while wait them finish at 2pm .
for them and also shun zi .
sorry to some of them can eat so less oly ==
u all too late laa .
let them eat so much edi ==
den take picca take picca take picca .
eat mee again .
fat die me lorhh TT
but very miss marhh TT
actually i really so full lorhh ==
and i not really eat dou my lovely french fries ! TT
den go pandu puteri a while .
not dare go in the class .
i scare and those ppl punya stares ! TT
i reli very paiseh da TT
go see basketball ♥♥
go see pandu marching .
jo von made me let teacher scold . TT
bcox last year made so many ppl tarik diri from marching .
really not my fault laa TT
so bad TT
basketball ♥♥
play a while oly .
dunwan kacau them training .
gambateh for next week competition ya =]
den at there wai t wait wait .
wait until 5pm .
we take picca again n again ! xPP
and also go in 3melati class take picca ♥
miss it ♥
den 530 pm oly we really take dou all of 10buddies punya picca ♥
luckily ! xP
they give me big hug hug .
u all !
made wanna cry laaa 0.0
aduiii ==
walk go lrt station wif xuan .
chat chat chat while wait ly reach .
pisah wif xuan den i oly walk go bus stop take bus to ts .
hmmmm .
love u all ♥
+
miss u all =]


the same day .
many ppl ask me the same question ==
' okay at there ? '
okay arhh =]
' there the ppl got bully u anot ? '
dun hav laaa =]
' got bf edi ? '
== dun hav laa !
' got leng zai ? xD '
okay okay laaa . xD
' got ppl kao u ? '
dun hav laaaa ! ==
' bluff laa u ! '
[ y dun trust me worrr TT ]

the same day also .
many ppl tell me the same thin made me so happy !
' ting , u slim jor ! ' xDDD
im so happy laaa !!
lalalalala xDD
ching enn still said :
' ting , u at there let ppl bully izzit . y so slim edi '
' ya ke ?! im so happy leh ! xPP '
' har ? let ppl bully still happy arhh ? == '
xDDD
really happy .
but horrr .
i still feel myself so fat lorhh ! == TT



10 buddies ♥♥

dya ; thx for spend time n chat wif me . gambateh ya . muz make well club pandu next year ! =]
sirin ; thx for ur sakai n make jokes let us laugh . also thx u became perasan jor . then u will take picca wif me xD
shien ; thx for ur sandwiches and also thx for ur superman story that so funny xDD
cheok ; thx for spend time n walk together wif me . gambateh laa ! do well ur post . juz scold them if they naughty ! xDD
xuan ; thx for ur perasan n made us take so much picca xDD so happy when we can walk together to lrt like last 2years . =]
joyee ; thx for sit wif us when recess . hehex . i will give another suprise next time xD
cling ; thx for ur help and ur funny story too ! xDD u really not so fat oly laaa . xD
whan yee ; thx for ur help xD and u still short short nehhxx . when be taller jek xDD
eelin ; thx for said stories abt u all to me . hehex . and u still so short although u taller den whan yee xDD appreciate wad ur post and do ur best =]

really miss u all ! ♥♥

23.3.11
a memorable day .
made us look like last year always together in the skol .
♥♥♥
really a happy day .
today go bak juz find buddies .
sorry for not findin some frens .
sorry ya ><


♥
♥






10 buddies
others picca go fb see laaaa =]




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♥




2011年3月19日星期六

- 可悲 -


[ 19.3 ]

不要看不起我
我真的很努力的
嗯
你会偏心是理所当然的
对
我没她那样了不起
她的未来一片光明
我的只是一般
至少不是一片黑暗
可是你懂麽
你的话
很有刺
也刺进我的心里了
你却不晓得

抱怨
我学会不会了
但是求你不要提回往事
我会真的很生气的
不在学业
我可以成功过她
但是你们毁了 !
是你提回的 !
在家
我努力当最开心的
我可以当什么都不在乎
因为在你们眼中
我永远是失败的 !
不管我做什么都是错的 !

够力
我真的很想逃离
逃去哪里呢
坐四个小时的车逃离这里
能麽
这里
没依靠
我难过
找谁
可悲
人生就是如此



我不想回家
我能在街上游荡么
只害怕
在你们面前
一想回
眼泪就不断流


在脆弱
也不会在你们面前的 !







- bye holiday -


[ 19.3 ]

wan finish holiday le lurhh ..
at hse sien ..
but study more sien ..
cham lurhh ..
homework hvn finish tim ..
later oly do ba ..
L.A.Z.Y ♥


tomolo go gai gai
city square ♥ [=
1st time go gai gai at here without parents ..
teman jie jie buy shoes ..
den we go buy shirts ..
i wan buy shirts too ..
lalalalala XPP
hehexx..
money ..
less again TT




心难过又怎样
只要脸上的笑容不让人心烦就好


♥


2011年3月15日星期二

- 讽刺 -


[ 15.3 ]

姐妹 ?
好朋友 ?
知己 ?
不要总是说说罢了
行动上却如此伤人
讽刺的字眼 !


无奈的生活
为什么是你
为什么是你先不遵守我们之间的承诺
........
说最多的是你
到最后变成我们之间有距离的又是你
你做了很多很多表面上的东西
可是在背后里你却不是如此的好
你心里到底在想什么 ?
害怕你再找我
你这样忽冷忽热的
有想过我的感受吗
或许在你心中
一切都只是说说罢了
是
我不再了解你
我没有安全感 !

我会试着努力忘记
我会试着不再记得那些
我只想让自己开心



不要对话入座
不要来问我是谁
我不会回答




2011年3月12日星期六

- 无奈 -


[ 12.3 ]

我考完试了咯
呵呵
暂时拿到的成绩
都是我这四年都没拿过的
==
觉得是自己幸运罢了
可是接下来要拿的成绩
都一定很差了
add math
TT

在我还不太熟悉的地方
我会介意别人的眼光
我会害怕
我会无助
唉 ~~

成绩
真的比朋友之间的感情重要么
对
我应该不是这班的
可是我只想读自己有兴趣的科目罢了
这样也是个罪麽 ?
要我读科学系的
我也一定会考到很差的
我根本对科学没兴趣

妳说 ;
不应该因为成绩而破坏我们之间的友情

谢谢你的坦白
但是原来你会介意的
你过后说的东西
也很明显的提示着我
你介意

妳开始敷衍我了
我好奇
我的成绩和我们之间的友情有什么关系
我真的很无奈无奈无奈耶
唉 ~



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