2011年3月25日星期五

23.3.11 __ a perfect day


[ 23.3.11 ]

今天的自己是幸福的
虽然等待的时间都很闷
但还是值得的啦 =]

bak to pess skol
juz let whan yee & see ling know .
wan give all of them a suprise .
hehexx .
but dya also guess dou jor .
i know our heart always can thk same thin .
i also guess dou u will guess dou TT
hehex.
this a happy thin too
when reach skol .
jie said wan to go toilet n call me teman her .
den walk until half way .
oh no !
4 zamrud PJ .
all saw me edi .
7 of them from 10 buddies ==
lalala TT
den wait at canteen .
S.I.E.N.Z ~
saw audrey n vaneesa .
they said bring me go walk .
start from form5 class .
so sakai laa ==
at there loud loud said i cum bak edi .
made me so scare TT
den saw jing wen babe
she gave a big big hug [=
den go form4 class .
passby a form5 class .
let teacher say .
L.O.L
faster run .
den go into eelin and whan yee class
all look at me 0.0
i paiseh de lorhh TT
den call when yee and eelin teman me go down .
den they go bak class again .
den wait form3 recess .
all give me 0.0 this response .
aiyoyoooo ==
den go 4zamrud class .
they shoutedddd so louddddd ==
de next class 's teacher cum here n scold ==
fast fast run again ==
so cham TT
den wait at canteen again .
wait for form4 & form5 recess .
den teman they all eat .
hehexx .
10 buddies together
cant forget also 10 + 2
hehex .
together sit at there laugh laugh laugh .
really happy laa ! ^^
den some of them ponteng go koperasi chat .
hahahax .
then they wan go bak class tat time .
wif xuan and dya take picca
den dya dya go dewan find me together chat .
we take picca again XPP
go toilet .
take picca AGAIN . xD
den i go out jusco buy sushi while wait them finish at 2pm .
for them and also shun zi .
sorry to some of them can eat so less oly ==
u all too late laa .
let them eat so much edi ==
den take picca take picca take picca .
eat mee again .
fat die me lorhh TT
but very miss marhh TT
actually i really so full lorhh ==
and i not really eat dou my lovely french fries ! TT
den go pandu puteri a while .
not dare go in the class .
i scare and those ppl punya stares ! TT
i reli very paiseh da TT
go see basketball
go see pandu marching .
jo von made me let teacher scold . TT
bcox last year made so many ppl tarik diri from marching .
really not my fault laa TT
so bad TT
basketball
play a while oly .
dunwan kacau them training .
gambateh for next week competition ya =]
den at there wai t wait wait .
wait until 5pm .
we take picca again n again ! xPP
and also go in 3melati class take picca
miss it
den 530 pm oly we really take dou all of 10buddies punya picca
luckily ! xP
they give me big hug hug .
u all !
made wanna cry laaa 0.0
aduiii ==
walk go lrt station wif xuan .
chat chat chat while wait ly reach .
pisah wif xuan den i oly walk go bus stop take bus to ts .
hmmmm .
love u all
+
miss u all =]


the same day .
many ppl ask me the same question ==
' okay at there ? '
okay arhh =]
' there the ppl got bully u anot ? '
dun hav laaa =]
' got bf edi ? '
== dun hav laa !
' got leng zai ? xD '
okay okay laaa . xD
' got ppl kao u ? '
dun hav laaaa ! ==
' bluff laa u ! '
[ y dun trust me worrr TT ]

the same day also .
many ppl tell me the same thin made me so happy !
' ting , u slim jor ! ' xDDD
im so happy laaa !!
lalalalala xDD
ching enn still said :
' ting , u at there let ppl bully izzit . y so slim edi '
' ya ke ?! im so happy leh ! xPP '
' har ? let ppl bully still happy arhh ? == '
xDDD
really happy .
but horrr .
i still feel myself so fat lorhh ! == TT



10 buddies

dya ; thx for spend time n chat wif me . gambateh ya . muz make well club pandu next year ! =]
sirin ; thx for ur sakai n make jokes let us laugh . also thx u became perasan jor . then u will take picca wif me xD
shien ; thx for ur sandwiches and also thx for ur superman story that so funny xDD
cheok ; thx for spend time n walk together wif me . gambateh laa ! do well ur post . juz scold them if they naughty ! xDD
xuan ; thx for ur perasan n made us take so much picca xDD so happy when we can walk together to lrt like last 2years . =]
joyee ; thx for sit wif us when recess . hehex . i will give another suprise next time xD
cling ; thx for ur help and ur funny story too ! xDD u really not so fat oly laaa . xD
whan yee ; thx for ur help xD and u still short short nehhxx . when be taller jek xDD
eelin ; thx for said stories abt u all to me . hehex . and u still so short although u taller den whan yee xDD appreciate wad ur post and do ur best =]

really miss u all !

23.3.11
a memorable day .
made us look like last year always together in the skol .

really a happy day .
today go bak juz find buddies .
sorry for not findin some frens .
sorry ya ><










10 buddies
others picca go fb see laaaa =]










2011年3月19日星期六

- 可悲 -


[ 19.3 ]

不要看不起我
我真的很努力的

你会偏心是理所当然的

我没她那样了不起
她的未来一片光明
我的只是一般
至少不是一片黑暗
可是你懂麽
你的话
很有刺
也刺进我的心里了
你却不晓得

抱怨
我学会不会了
但是求你不要提回往事
我会真的很生气的
不在学业
我可以成功过她
但是你们毁了 !
是你提回的 !
在家
我努力当最开心的
我可以当什么都不在乎
因为在你们眼中
我永远是失败的 !
不管我做什么都是错的 !

够力
我真的很想逃离
逃去哪里呢
坐四个小时的车逃离这里
能麽
这里
没依靠
我难过
找谁
可悲
人生就是如此



我不想回家
我能在街上游荡么
只害怕
在你们面前
一想回
眼泪就不断流


在脆弱
也不会在你们面前的 !







- bye holiday -


[ 19.3 ]

wan finish holiday le lurhh ..
at hse sien ..
but study more sien ..
cham lurhh ..
homework hvn finish tim ..
later oly do ba ..
L.A.Z.Y


tomolo go gai gai
city square ♥ [=
1st time go gai gai at here without parents ..
teman jie jie buy shoes ..
den we go buy shirts ..
i wan buy shirts too ..
lalalalala XPP
hehexx..
money ..
less again TT




心难过又怎样
只要脸上的笑容不让人心烦就好




2011年3月15日星期二

- 讽刺 -


[ 15.3 ]

姐妹 ?
好朋友 ?
知己 ?
不要总是说说罢了
行动上却如此伤人
讽刺的字眼 !


无奈的生活
为什么是你
为什么是你先不遵守我们之间的承诺
........
说最多的是你
到最后变成我们之间有距离的又是你
你做了很多很多表面上的东西
可是在背后里你却不是如此的好
你心里到底在想什么 ?
害怕你再找我
你这样忽冷忽热的
有想过我的感受吗
或许在你心中
一切都只是说说罢了

我不再了解你
我没有安全感 !

我会试着努力忘记
我会试着不再记得那些
我只想让自己开心



不要对话入座
不要来问我是谁
我不会回答




2011年3月12日星期六

- 无奈 -


[ 12.3 ]

我考完试了咯
呵呵
暂时拿到的成绩
都是我这四年都没拿过的
==
觉得是自己幸运罢了
可是接下来要拿的成绩
都一定很差了
add math
TT

在我还不太熟悉的地方
我会介意别人的眼光
我会害怕
我会无助
唉 ~~

成绩
真的比朋友之间的感情重要么

我应该不是这班的
可是我只想读自己有兴趣的科目罢了
这样也是个罪麽 ?
要我读科学系的
我也一定会考到很差的
我根本对科学没兴趣

妳说 ;
不应该因为成绩而破坏我们之间的友情

谢谢你的坦白
但是原来你会介意的
你过后说的东西
也很明显的提示着我
你介意

妳开始敷衍我了
我好奇
我的成绩和我们之间的友情有什么关系
我真的很无奈无奈无奈耶
唉 ~